I miss my boy boy so much, its been 2 weeks since he went to uk to complete his degree program. That makes me feel so ♥ sick, so emo and so lonely cz i was mentally relying on him too much back when he was still in malaysia. Don't get me wrong. I'm not saying that i would die for him. Just that i love him & im happy with his presence & i want him to be by my side all the time if possible. He is a guy that i like, i fancy, i love, i rely on.. like i never did felt like that before.
Now i would like to share with u why i love him so much. Some of the wonderful things he did just made me love him even more from day to day. He really touches & melt my heart. He did wonders and plant happiness into my life. For examples~ He will wake up at 4.30am to prepare breakfast for me, and after a long day hanging out, he would still cook dinner for me. Alto he doesn't know how to cook actually. However, no doubt that his first time cooking was amazingly tasty~ ^^
This is the dinner! the delicious Italian style ~ Mushroom Pasta ~ by my dear Mr.Lee, the taste is double tumbs up wo!!! =)
This is the breakfast~ He even cut all the tomatos & cucumber & line it up neatly..^^
Besides this, my boy boy also accompany me to work then accompany back from my office again. Both me & him have no car cz he is from Miri & i have no car license & not yet have my personal car for me to drive. Alto it is very tiring jouney just to accompany me come & go, but he did it. Everyday accompany me to work for 1 week. His effort means alot to me and surely does made me feel happy.. =)
Now that he had left to uk and i thought that No matter what im going through here back in malaysia, he wont be able to help during my down times. Thou he wasn't physically here to concern me, but i see every little effort he did trying to maintain this 'distance relationship'..One little effort for example~
He draw this pic for me.So lovely & funny but its us ;D
Now that im taking my baby foot steps venturing into the adult / working world, facing obstacles and learning to work with people every single day, and that include learning to make decision for my own, good or bad. Without his daily advice & comfort for this 3 months, i hope i will improved myself into becoming a better person..
~All in all~
TQ my Jerry dear ^.^
