Equality

At this point of life, i felt disappointed. Bcz some 'friend' of mine had made me realized that something i thought was called FRIENDSHIP can instead be a TOOL OF FUN JOKES/ ENTERTAINMENT to them.

I thought 'those' were real friends but they wasn't, they talk about how much they miss you and appreciate you but they will surprise you and make your specs drop! And when you finally found out that they only wanted to play around & just wanted to fool around with your emotional.

I hate to say this but this is what i personally felt very true! by then..

[ It is human nature to take advantage over people who treated them nice

And, it is human nature to please people who don't treat them nice. ]

Is it only too foolish to take the heart to made a friend?

Now i know, because they won't do the same.

Love.Friends

《和我喜欢的蓝玫瑰合照，谢谢那位Gentleman》

Usually i don't have the habit to read those chinese long passage written about love, life, friendship and etc.

BUT~

after my first heart breaking experience, i have learned to pick up the habit to read more passage regards of all these love and relationship thingy.

『probably also due to a friend~sharon yoong influence, because she give me many valuable advises during my break up and had make me realise alot of things from reading all these notes..』

Here is a small part i've extracted from the looong~ passage...that had touched me personally. It goes like this...

有一天，友情和愛情碰見。

愛情問友情︰世上有我了，為什麼還要有你的存在？

友情笑著說︰愛情會讓人們流淚，而友情的存在就是幫人們擦干眼淚﹗

朋友就是︰偶爾會為你擔心、向你關心、替你 心、想你開心、逗你開心、請你放心。

朋友之間，懂得關懷才是難得.....

傷心時不妨和我說；

痛苦時別忘了跟我講；

有病時別忘了通知我；

困難時記得要請教我；

失望時要想起還有我；

開心時更不要忘記我。

Another passage about love had speak right into my heart too...

伴侶不是結婚時發願非你不娶或非你不嫁的那個人，而是發現你身上有許多缺點仍然選擇你的那個人。

This verse, had told me that i am suppose to be where i am now. Because we are still not mature enough.

After this heart breaker, at least i know there is 1 thing i confirmed learned...

Once decided to commit to a relationship, be mature..in thinking & action.

At this point of time, i had fail and fall very badly..but now i learned..hope in the futue i will grow from my mistake.

Memories

This is a video they made for me =>


Yesterday, i've spend some of my leisure time before sleep browsing through facebook, and i notice that a few of my good friends had changed their profile pictures. Then, of cause i would like to take a look at them.Hmm..They were very special and very good friends of mine during my 3+1/2years college life @ TARC. In a gang of 12 people *12girls*, we not only went through our study life together, but we also been through happy & difficult situations.

Moments we shared are such as conflict in assignments and in coursework events, fun and happiness we had celebrate for special occasions, during recces/ break hours, festive seasons or any of our Disney gang member birthdays. All of the sudden all the memories pop-up fresh in my mind again. Those were really fun, crazy, exciting, relaxing and comfortable precious time. Well, at least they were those nice people that i liked, and they were those that i felt enjoy and comfortable to talk, to be with.

They were low profile yet unique individuals. They don't quite speak up in class but they manage to score good marks in exams and assignments. The truth is they are actually extremely talkative among friend and undeniable fun & entertaining people. When they each possessed own preference, yet they could negotiate with each other and go to 1place to enjoy. Umm, they may seem simple on the outside but kinda complicated on the inside.

All in all, they were really beautiful girls whom not only nice on the inside but also pretty on the outside..umm..after looking back at those pass time pictures..i think i really miss them d.

Hope they can successfully get their degrees and come back with great health & my souvenir~